Time is Bronze When Bored
November 22, 2007"Amuse me."
The carnival.
Crowded, noisy, exciting– but most of all, magical.
Too magical that you won't notice you're alone in this world and constantly bored.
Random thoughts of bored Sunshine:
+ I want an emo boyfriend that dresses perfectly emo and punky.
+ Loving the term che-mo, meaning chessy emo.
Weee. Heard it from Spike.:)
+ I am craving to be creative.
But my tools have all rusted away.
I'm just waiting for school work to consume me again.
+ Someone photograph me.
+ I'm still thanking God for passing me in all my subjects so far in life.
God is good– all the time.:)
+ Music keeps me going.
But I'd love to have someone beside me.
+ Getting to higher years in college limits you
to getting to know good looking or interesting guys.
+ Golf is not for thinkers.
Click link to play: http://www.matchpractice.com/game/
+ I've been craving to watch a movie.
But I can't find some people or someone to come along.
My schedule isn't working too good for me.x_X
+ I HATE BEING BORED.
This is not the way to live life.
It's the worst feeling.
But it's one thing we've all got.
Petal We’re Going Down
August 15, 2007
"For a while, everything was perfect."
I've made a decision.
I'm getting myself into rehab!T__T
And rehab in my case is getting myself in a dorm.
DORM = no tv + no inet + boredom.. which leads to studying!
I have reached into a conclusion that
I really can't study at home.:(
Thus, I think my last resort
is locking myself up in a dorm.x_x
Rehab! Rehab! Rehaaaaaab!
Buuut, let's try having myself locked up
in our guest room first. Hihi.
Although it's not working.. yet?T__T
Quite frankly I told myself last TWO WEEKS ago to study..
but all that happened was 'trying' to study.T__T
It's hard having WIFI in the house.
(Meaning any location in the house, the internet follows meee!)
And the hardest part is having
your school notes in COMPUTER files.
Believe me,
I wanted to print my school notes waaay before..
the only problem is it's about 500 pages.T__T
Thus, the internet is always just a click away.T__T
***
God loves me.
He REAAAAALLY loves me.=|
All my exams are being postponed due to
quote and quote typhoons
(which never happens on the day of the exam.^__^;)
It's such a blessing.
Imagine that I was supposed
to take my exams last Saturday! –and what date is it today?!T__T
The hardest part is not being able to study.:(
T_______T
I'm literally crying because I'm so lazzzzy!
I haven't been lazy like thiiiisss before!!!!
Is there a medicine for this?:(
I'm typing boring nonsense.
Fudge, I need to go to rehab.
My Name is Xin Yi
August 1, 2007"Smile for your satellite photo."
有人可以教我中文嗎?=D
Someone teach me Chinese.
I'm losing it. (As if I had it! Haha.)
I'm beginning to feel that I'm an embarrassment
to the Chinese community.
Haha. Crap.
(And the hardest part is looking like a Chinese and not
being able to fluently speak the language.=| )
I envy a friend of mine that
can now read Japanese characters.=|
It only took him weeks to learn and read them!
And studying Chinese all throughout
my HS and elementary years
didn't help me read Chinese characters
that good as how my friend could
read Japanese characters now. T__T
Yes, a big huhuhu to me.
(Someone pat my back please,
or rather, someone teach me Chinese!:p)
I wanna learn Japanese if it's that easy!T__T
***
天啊! 八月了。
Time really flies.x_X
考完了, 但有更多來!!!
(Translation: Exams are over,
but there are more to come.=| )
I have no idea if my Chinese is even
in correct grammar.^__^~
But if you see me online next week,
that's me being magnetized.
Please remind me to study.^__^;
Candies And Rainbows
July 28, 2007"The best way out of hardship is through it."
After drowning myself to 5 hours
of senseless television shows,
I just realized how sad life is once again for others.
And them being sad,
makes mine unfortunately sad too.>__<
And I don't want to elaborate.
It's just too.. well, sad. T__T
Being sad makes me miss eating Skittles and the sort.=|
Anyhoo,
thanks to Harry Potter book 7,
my professor was too excited to read his copy
that he didn't check if our long exam had answers.^__^
Apparently, one of the numbers didn't.
He now gave it as an assignment to work on
for a possible addition of 20 pts in our scores.=D
(Thank God!
I didn't have any answer on that number! ^___^)
Push to Play
Oh! Oh! Dad bought me a new golf set.=D
Yeey. ^__^
I'm really excited to try the clubs out on the field!=)
Unfortunately, I can't go to a driving range
since I still haven't perfected the craft of driving yet.=|
Ohh well.
Broom broom.
More school work for me..
and a lot more time to dally.
The Hair Stylist Can Also Kill
July 22, 2007"BEST ADVICE.
Don't think, just do something.
Thinking gives you time to doubt and second-guess yourself,
and more often than not, that feeling in your gut is right.
Trust yourself and go for it, whatever it is.
-Joseph Pascual"
Getting sick before a major exam is something
you wouldn't want to ever ever happen. Evvver.
But it did– to me. T__T
Just this friday, there was a downpour of rain,
and I had to walk from one building to another
to get to my next class. I wasn't that wet, but I still
got sick that night. T__T
(Had colds plus the feeling of swollen eyes.T__T)
cold+rain=sick
Too sick to even review for my exam the next day!=|
(I tried waking up 1am and 4am to study..
but my condition didn't improve at all..>__<)
So saturday came.
It was quite a busy day for me since I had some things to do:
+ 9am - hair and make up
+ 10-12.30pm - watch The Passion of Christ play
+ 3pm - pictorial
+ 4-7pm - ES13 (Mechanics of Rigid Bodies) 1st Long Exam
(Yes I know, I've got a thick face to even consider
having a pictorial before my exam.>__<
Adding up to the fact that I'm under notoriously famous Mr. Sergado aka Sir Mike.)
So there..
And to add to my discomfort, I had FEVER fEvEr fevvver!!!>__<
I actually spent 80% of my time sleeping inside
the theater while the play was on going.>__<
(Good luck to me on my reaction paper.>__<
Maybe I could write that watching the play was like a dream? Hehe.
Ang corny ko!T__T)
Used most of my free time (12.30-3pm) sleeping beside
my ES13 notes.x_x;
The pictorial even had me worried.
Not because on how I look or what..
but because there was a hard downpour of rain!T__T
Which resulted to a brown out! >__<
The photographer even had a problem because his
camera wasn't syncing with his flash!
Which took him a while to get it right. *siGh*
(Well that's a weird co-accident.o.O)
I really got scared that I might not make it for my 4pm exam..x__x;
But thank God I DID make it on time.=D
There was no make-up exam incase I decide to just go home
because of my fever plus upcoming headache.>_<
And since I was pretty sure I could get at least 10% from
that exam with my condition rather than zero.. I just took it.=D
So that's summing up my saturday.
Oh, but there's just one more thing.
I just remembered that while I was taking a shower,
a bulk of hair strands kept on falling!!!! T__T
FUCKING GALORE! The hair stylist burned my hair!
It was like having my hair trimmed.
But because of hair spray, it didn't fall out.
Arrrghh, I felt like having cancer or being too old
to have falling hair! T__T
Haii nako..
never trust God-knows-where-they-came-from-hair-stylist.
x____x
Let us remember that the hair is your crowing glory;
the hair stylist just took my glory.x_x
And since I'm too sick to give a growl, I'll just them a rawr.>=|
"Rawr."
I planned to take a photo on how much hair fell out,
but it was too morbid.>__<
Just use this to imagine..
Oh well, lesson learned.
At least I recovered today from my fever,
leaving me with colds.
Now I've got two more long exams ahead
this wednesday and thursday!
I better be in good condition.>__<
Cheers!:p
Every Single Cell in My Body is Happy :D
July 11, 2007 "Then the disciples came to Jesus in private and asked,
"Why couldn't we drive it out?[demons]"
He replied, "Because you have so little faith." "
- Matthew 17:19-20
My mom thinking she could beat the opening day of
the Transformers movie, bought a pirated copy– or so she thought.
She was deceived by actually buying something similar named
TransMORPHERS.
Reaaally funny Mother.:p
But in fairness, it was actually a 'movie.' ^__^;
Instead of a machine vs machine plot,
it was based on a machine vs human saga.
A movie? Yes, but it still wasn't the TransFORMERS!x__x
And thanks to me being magnetized by the Internet, I still
haven't studied for my upcoming exams to make some
free time for me to watch the movie!!T__T
Yes I know.. I am such a loser.>__<
And Harry Potter 5 is now showing!
Waaaaa…
Please pray for my soul. T__T
Smile.. It Confuses Them
June 30, 2007 "Do not steal. The government hates competition."
-UPd Vandal
I'm having a hard time studying.=|
And although I have successfully avoided watching too much TV,
it apparently became too much internet.T__T
Magnets all around! T___T
Long exams are fast approaching already. It's next weeek!=(
***
Two Toned
June 10, 2007"Nothing is what it seems."
Brace yourself, for this is quite looong.
First and foremost, I PASSED my ES11.
Yey.^__^
Thanks for the prayers I asked from you guys.
Haha. They worked.=D (Uhh.. not that i doubted..:p)
Summarizing my last week before classes starts,
I got to work in our office's lab quite some time for a dainty salary.
You might think it was a good opportunity for me to make money,
but on the contrary,
I had to pay P470
for breaking a volumetric flask.T__T
(*toink* on my head please.)
And I know!
Why in the blue hell are those glasses expensiiive?!
I'd pay for that if the manufacturers would tell me that those thin
molded glass flask won't break easily.=|
Let's unite and make a REVOLUTION! –Geez, what am I saying.x_x
Back to my salary,
that leaves me P61.25 for my first earnings.
(Hurrahhhh..)
Which reminded me why
I hated Chem lab– Nah, I'm just making this up.:p
On Thursday,
I went to Caylabne, a beach resort found in Cavite,
with a friend and some of his friends.
Aside from nearly running out of gas while
in military or NPA grounds with no car
or civilization near at sight, all was fine and high.;p
Since I was in the beach,
I tried to even out my skin tone,
but I wasn't successful.x_x
I think the darker areas just got darker,
and light areas just got dark.=\
You get the point.=|
And on Friday and Sunday,
I went to Tagaytay to play golf with my Dad..
and you guessed that right,
the more that my darker ares just got darker
and the light areas got dark.:|
..and school's starting next week!T__T
Being two toned ain't that bad for a flower though..x_X
But thanks to the upcoming rainy season,
cheers to needing to cover yourself up!=D
–or not.T__T
